I dream of a digital device that monitors my sexual hormones. It has a numerical screen display like a wrist watch telling me that the activity I did, food I ate, circumstances, etc. increased the hormone that will later spike my uncontrollable sexual waves. But in time, by observation it also teaches me to combat such spike in the level of my sexual hormone by experimenting what activity, food, circumstances, etc. do actually decrease my sexual hormones.
It's a promising device because it feedbacks level of actual surge in sexual hormone and not just out of my inferences, guess, and imagination. It then will also give me information on what really pulls down such sexual hormone to its normal level by observing the feedback of the device and what I did or I'm doing.
Please develop such a device for the healing of our sexual addictions. Thank you.
A site link to an estrogen hormone measuring chip: http://www.mosescone.com/122983.cfm
edit 28 February 2021
As ideal as this device can be, I think I don't need it anymore. All this time, I have learned to control myself, though I still have relapses. No it's not the food I ate. Of course I am aware that drinking coffee at night and then have my computer works can occasion recurrences and relapses. But most other times it didn't. It was my sin and weakness. Yes, only a spiritual life can deal with conversion. Only God can save us. And yes I am aware that they are my sins no digital device need to retell that to me.
